Chapter 124 Pursuing Her
Jiang Yu thought for a while and finally sent a message to Qin Shiyu: 【Sorry, it's not a script, it's a diagnostic report. 】
Now that she had discovered it, let’s solve it
He was probably a little caught off guard. The reply from the other side was a little slow this time. Jiang Yu stared at the "typing..." that appeared several times at the top of the dialog box. After a few minutes, she got a very simple sentence: "I will get home at eight o'clock in the evening. Wait for me to return. 】
After receiving the reply, Jiang Yu went to the study and turned on the computer to check some relevant information on the treatment of depression. The more she read, the more she felt that it wasn't easy for Qin Shiyu. After suffering from depression, it was very difficult to fight against negative emotions. Many patients with depression can be emotional and moody. At these times, ordinary people feel disdain. Beside being aloof and alienating all, Qin Shiyu suppressed his emotions very well.
She didn’t know how he could resist it alone.
The script Qin Shiyu mentioned arrived in the afternoon. After Jiang Yu signed for it, she took a photo and told him. Then she switched to the shopping app and ordered some ingredients from a nearby convenience store.
At around seven o'clock in the evening, Qin Shiyu arrived home after a long journey. When he opened the door, he could smell the aroma of rice filling the room. In an apron, Jiang Yu stuck her head out of the kitchen, "Go wash your hands first. It'll be ready soon."
A strange warmth rose from the bottom of his heart and flowed to his limbs. Qin Shiyu suddenly felt a sense of fatigue. It wasn't because of tiredness, but the fatigue caused by the sudden relaxation of the spirit. It was very comfortable.
He didn't go back to the room, just threw his luggage in the living room and went into the kitchen. He didn't see Jiang Yu all day and night.
She was wearing loose lounge clothes, her long hair was tied loosely with a hair tie, and was scooping rice. It made people inexplicably feel at ease.
Qin Shiyu rubbed his belly, "It smells so good. I'm hungry."
Jiang Yu turned around in surprise. Qin Shiyu looked at her and smiled, "It's strange. Every time you cook, I always feel hungry."
Jiang Yu thought of how casual he was about his meals. She used to think that he had no fun in life. Let alone delicious food, he didn't even know when he was hungry or full. Now she realized that he really didn't have interest in life. Now that he could feel hungry, it should be a good thing.
She pondered for a while before clipping up a piece of braised pork to his mouth. Qin Shiyu was stunned for a moment. Jiang Yu said, "Open your mouth. Don't worry, the chopsticks are clean."
Qin Shiyu regained his senses and opened his mouth to bite it. The melt-in-the-mouth texture and rich meat aroma were intertwined. It was the most delicious food he had ever eaten.
Jiang Yu smiled when she saw the satisfied expression on his face, raised her chin and pointed at the faucet, "Wash your hands quickly and you can eat right away."
Qin Shiyu happily washed his hands and brought four dishes and one soup to the table with Jiang Yu. As usual, each person had a bowl of meat in front of them and the vegetables in the middle. Qin Shiyu was very satisfied with his meal. He wasn't just complimenting Jiang Yu just now. It was true that only when he was with her, he would feel hungry and feel that the food was delicious.
After he had finished eating, he took the initiative to bring up the topic of the diagnostic report, "...Have you read it all?"
Jiang Yu nodded, "Sorry."
Qin Shiyu smiled, "What is there to be sorry for? I asked you to open it in the first place. It has put a burden on you. If anyone has to apologize, it’s me."
His thoughtfulness made Jiang Yu's heart soften even more.
Qin Shiyu continued, "That's actually the diagnosis from last year. Probably wanted to notify me to go for a follow-up visit this year. I didn't have time to go this year."
When he said this, he paused, "With this level of mental illness the doctor requires contact with a guardian. So if I want treatment, I need someone who can accompany me.”
He looked at Jiang Yu, "But you know the situation in my family. If Chen Yalian and the others find out, I don't know what trouble they will stir. As for the Shu Family, I don't want them to worry. Mainly because my uncle and Shu Hua aren’t sharp people and they will be easily exposed if they find out."
Jiang Yu frowned, "So no one knows about this matter?"
"That's not true," Qin Shiyu replied, "Xu Lehua knows that he has been my guardian for the past two years."
He sighed, "But he has a girlfriend this year and is quite busy at work. I can’t really trouble him..."
Jiang Yu recorded the show with Qin Shiyu. Of course, she knew that he had set up a studio this year. As the person in charge, Xu Lehua was very busy. Moreover, if he had a girlfriend, he would have to spend more time with her.
Qin Shiyu hesitated for a moment, "Since you already know, I would like to ask you to accompany me for a follow-up consultation, okay?"
Jiang Yu was stunned, "Me?"
Qin Shiyu nodded, "Now the only one I can trust is you."
Jiang Yu didn't expect Qin Shiyu to trust her so much, but she was a little hesitant. Although she couldn't treat Qin Shiyu as a mere paper person now and ignore him, she was still a little undecided about getting more deeply involved in his life. After all, Her goal in life was to live a free and carefree life alone. While Qin Shiyu was destined to live in the spotlight. The people close to him will be affected to some extent.
Qin Shiyu suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "Sorry, my request is a bit presumptuous, I'd better wait until Xu Lehua to be free."
He looked completely indifferent, "Anyway, before I avenge my mother and maternal grandfather, I will definitely live well."
What did this mean? After taking revenge, he can live carelessly?
Qin Shiyu poured a bowl of soup for Jiang Yu, "Okay, stop thinking about it. This is none of your business to begin with. You even got into so much trouble because of my involvement. It's really not suitable for me to find you. Just follow your plan and don't worry about me."
If he acted more pitifully, Jiang Yu might be able to be cruel, but he was so considerate. Jiang Yu thought of the mess left by the original owner when she transmigrated. He had helped her a lot...
Sighing secretly, Jiang Yu asked, "When to go? Is an appointment needed?"
Qin Shiyu's hand that was holding the spoon clenched ever so slightly, but he continued, "You'd better think about it again. If you accompany me, you will act as a guardian. This may require you to stay with me for a long time. What if it doesn’t get better in two years. You’ll always have to stay here.”
Now that she had made a decision, Jiang Yu did not hesitate, "Then I will be your guardian. You’ll take care of food and accommodation?"
"It just so happens that I haven't been able to find a suitable place recently. I don't feel comfortable living at Zhao Shunong's place all the time. If your place provides food and accommodation, I will take this job."
Qin Shiyu looked at her and smiled, "Of course, that guest room is yours, you can decorate it as you like."
Then he pointed to the vase on the coffee table, "Same for the living room. You can bring back your favorite little fox in advance."
Jiang Yu was stunned for a moment, "Little fox?"
Qin Shiyu smiled, "En, didn't you say last week that you wanted to buy it a home? You can bring it here to live temporarily."
Only then did Jiang Yu realize that he was talking about the small fox-shaped ornament that she had taken a liking to when they were shopping at the furniture store together. She couldn't help but smile, "Then it's settled like this."
Qin Shiyu was in a good mood. Jiang Yu realized that he really wanted to keep her here. It must be really difficult when a person is sick. This way, she wouldn;t have any psychological burden.
After dinner, Qin Shiyu went to wash the dishes. Jiang Yu felt that he was a little tired from running around for a day, so they did it together. However, in order to prevent the previous incident from happening again, she was very careful to keep a distance from Qin Shiyu.
Qin Shiyu soon realized something was amiss, "Why are you dodging me?"
Jiang Yu said, "Wouldn't you feel uncomfortable when I touch you?"
At this point, she simply brought it out to the open, "If you feel uncomfortable in any way, just say it directly. Don't hide away alone. I'm not that fragile."
Only then did Qin Shiyu realize that she had noticed his evasion before and had thought it was due to his psychological problem that was repulsed with her, "That's why you went to S City in advance and wanted to move out when you came back?"
Jiang Yu said, "Isn't this because I'm worried about making you feel uncomfortable again?"
Qin Shiyu suddenly felt lucky that it had dawned on him earlier. If not, it would have been very difficult to close the distance between when she completely misunderstood him.
Jiang Yu was very open-minded. She would understand or approve everyone's thoughts and lifestyle. She wouldn’t interfere or lecture. Just stay away and quietly eliminate those who make her uncomfortable. He almost became one of them.
"Actually not." Qin Shiyu hurriedly explained, but after he spoke, he suddenly didn't know what to say. He couldn’t say that he ran away because he was thinking about her after hugging her and dodged her as he couldn't pursue her yet. Jiang Yu would mostly likely pick up her luggage and leave.
Jiang Yu was still looking at him. When he met her clear gaze, Qin Shiyu pretended to sigh helplessly, "I didn't expect you to be so sharp."
"I was really self conscious at the time. After all, I haven't been in contact with people like that for a long time. I was just calming down for two days."
His expression said ‘I have been trying hard to overcome myself for two days and don't want you to get hurt.’ "But when recording the show yesterday, wasn’t I better?”
Jiang Yu was indeed soft-hearted, "You don't have to force yourself so much. Directly tell me the reason and I can understand it."
You can understand, but you’ll still stay away, right?
Qin Shiyu continued, "Actually, it's mainly for myself. I want to get well soon, and..."
He stared at Jiang Yu and stated seriously, "I discovered that I don't feel that uncomfortable when you touch me."
"Really?" Jiang Yu was doubtful, "Why?"
"What need is there for me to lie to me?" Qin Shiyu said, "I think it may be because we have known each other for a long time. What’s more, you have a good personality and is a nice person. You’re also quite reliable. It makes me feel very safe."
Jiang Yu smiled, "Maybe it's mainly because I don't have any wrong thoughts about you that you feel at ease."
Qin Shiyu:......
No, I am very troubled, very troubled. Why don’t you have thoughts on me?
Jiang Yu suddenly stretched out her hand toward him. Qin Shiyu was stunned.
Jiang Yu said, "I don't believe you now. I need to confirm it myself."
Qin Shiyu looked at the slender and fair hand, raised his hand and shook it...
In fact, he had grabbed her wrist a few times on the show, but those all had reasons. On the show, he didn't dare to think too much for fear of showing anything strange. But now she asked him to specifically hold her hand.
His senses amplified at once. He tightened his fingers slightly. The small palm was completely wrapped in his big hand. Soft and delicate... Qin Shiyu tried hard to suppress the itching in his throat, feeling that he needed to divert his attention.
However, another hand that didn't belong to him suddenly pressed against his chest.
Qin Shiyu:! ! ! !
Jiang Yu felt it for a while, then looked up at him and smiled, "And you said you aren’t forcing it. Your heart is beating so fast."
She put down her hand, "Okay, don't force it. I will keep a distance from you until you get better."
Qin Shiyu:? ? ? ? ! !
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