Chapter 104. When did your Father hit me?
Lin Qing He decided to definitely go to the hospital by herself when she went to town to sell pork!
As for the present, she believed that there should be no problem. After all, she had no news after so long, right?
Or next time she should go to the hospital to check if she has any problems?
The next morning Lin Qing He slept in, all because Zhou Qing Bai, the wolf, was resting on her and started again.
So whatever blocking he said was an excuse.
Besides, she didn’t say she won’t give birth. What could she do if she couldn’t get pregnant?
The force of the storyline existed, so maybe it was because of this? Because these three villain sons had no sister in the novel.
The days in the first month were quite pleasant.
When Lin Qing He had nothing to do, she cooked up some treats for the boys, such as red bean mantou.
The red beans were soaked, then steamed with rock sugar, and crushed into a mud-like state. The red bean paste was stuffed into the mantou as the filling. This was the red bean mantou, which tastes especially delicious.
A hint of red bean sponge cake feel.
Lin Qing He quite liked it.
On the fifteenth of the first lunar month, they ate dumplings for the Lantern Festival. In addition, she made a southern-style glutinous balls
The glutinous balls with black sesame filling were also superb and yummy.
After the Lantern Festival was over, Lin Qing He came to the city on this day to dispose of the pork. She told Zhou Qing Bai that she had a meeting with Zhou Xiao Mei. Zhou Qing Bai did not stop her, so Lin Qing He came by herself. The boys were left to Zhou Qing Bai.
After she got rid of the pork, she headed to the hospital.
She came here to buy protections and have a bodycheck.
"You came ah. Why didn't you come to the reexamination I told you to have?" When she came over to find the gynecology director, the gynecology director asked her.
Lin Qing He froze for a moment. Looking at the gynecology director, the familiar face of the gynecology director appeared in her head.
She really knew this gynecology director.
"Was too busy, so I didn't have time to come." Lin Qing He held her composure and nodded as she spoke.
"There's no need to reexamination now. You should have recovered very well." The gynecology director judged her appearance and nodded.
"I almost forgot you, director. I had to inquire as I go. I didn't expect with so many people coming in and out of the hospital, the director still remembers me." Lin Qing He chuckled.
"I have worked for so many years and had only encountered you, who came to get ligation. What's more, such a beauty. How can I not remember you?" The director of gynecology laughed.
These words were like a frightening thunder striking in her mind and stunned her.
Immediately afterwards, the memory buried deep in the original owner emerged. There was no trigger point before, so she never knew that the original owner got ligation!
But Lin Qing He also recalled the original storyline. After the original owner ran away with Chen Shan, the scum man, she was got completely rejected and kicked away because she had nothing to give (T/N: refer to not giving him children).
She didn't think much at the time. She also never thought that the original owner actually got ligation!
Triggered by the gynecology director, her memories of this emerged.
Because the original owner gave birth to three sons for old Zhou family, she felt secured and no longer wanted to have another baby. Speaking of this, her thoughts were really advanced, to even get herself ligated and be done with it.
But she went down the wrong path and received such an ending in the end.
But the point was, now that the original owner got ligation done, how can she tell Zhou Qing Bai? He longed for a daughter.
Knowing that she was ligated, she was cool with it. Now she didn’t even need a condom anymore. She won’t get pregnant again in this life.
Lin Qing He didn't stay long before she returned. Of course, she also bought some fabric before she went home. She planned to make new clothes for herself. Zhou Qing Bai also needed another set made. No need for the boys. Since the previous ones can be still worn as it was made bigger.
In the evening, Zhou Qing Bai wanted to do his homework again. Lin Qing He let him do it. In fact, she liked doing this kind of homework. Especially, her Qing Bai being so manly, it made her have an awareness as a woman.
Zhou Qing Bai was a little surprised. After it was over, he asked her, "Weren't you going to get that?"
"What is that?" Lin Qing He hadn't recovered yet.
"The thing you go to the hospital for." Zhou Qing Bai said.
Lin Qing He regained herself and smiled as she replied, "Didn't I say I went to see Xiao Mei? I said I won't get it, then I won't." She didn't need that thing anymore. If he got the ability to make her pregnant, she'll birth it for. She can keep to her words!
Seeing her like this, Zhou Qing Bai assumed she thought it. He was obviously pleased. Once pleased, he pulled her for another round.
The next day after he was busy, Lin Qing He's period came.
Zhou Qing Bai's complexion had Lin Qing He wanting to laugh when she saw it.
"Alright already. I promised that I'll give birth if I got pregnant, so don't go showing that face to me." Lin Qing He patted his face and stated.
Zhou Qing Bai couldn't understand it. It was so easy to get pregnant in the past. Those years when he came back, it added up to barely a month and she gave him three sons.
Now that he was home and was working so diligently every night, she wasn't pregnant.
Lin Qing He left him alone, and was finally able to take a rest. From the beginning of winter isolation, it seems that she can only rest for a few days once her period arrives?
The rest of the time, she had to do homework.
Lin Qing He was a bit embarrassed. She had no experience in her previous life. It was over-blessed to meet such a man in this life!
Was it to make up for not having any man in the past life?
Lin Qing He, whose mind filled with flowers, left it alone and went back to the room to make new clothes.
Da Wa saw it and gathered around, "Mother, are you making clothes for me?"
"Mother, I want it too," Er Wa piped.
"New clothes." San Wa also joined up.
Lin Qing He dismissively answered: "Off to one side. You got clothes, so why make it? I'm making it for myself. Your father also gets a set."
"Mother is being partial. Father gets it, we don't. We want it too!" Er Wa pestered.
"Me too." San Wa stuck closer and persisted.
"What want? That Gang Tie only has one set of clothes, unless like you, who wear two sets of clothes?" Lin Qing He said.
Gang Tie was Er Wa's friend.
Er Wa was angry, as was San Wa.
"Father beats you. Mother, do you have to make clothes for him?" Da Wa, who silent for a long time, spoke out shocking words.
Lin Qing He was taken aback for a moment and asked, "When did your Father hit me?"
"Don't hide it from me, Mother. I heard it Father hit you last night. You didn't dare to call out. I was too sleepy. I wanted to wake up, but I couldn't wake up," Da Wa said.
At once, Lin Qing He's face turned red. Zhou Qing Bai came in right at this time.
Immediately Er Wa swept a stern gaze at him: "Father, why did you hit my mother!"
Baffled, Zhou Qing Bai uttered: "When did I hit your mother?"
"You still want to weasel out of it. My Eldest Brother heard it. You hit last night and my mother didn't dare to cry out!" Er Wa cleverly displayed the logic clearly.
Lin Qing He decided to definitely go to the hospital by herself when she went to town to sell pork!
As for the present, she believed that there should be no problem. After all, she had no news after so long, right?
Or next time she should go to the hospital to check if she has any problems?
The next morning Lin Qing He slept in, all because Zhou Qing Bai, the wolf, was resting on her and started again.
So whatever blocking he said was an excuse.
Besides, she didn’t say she won’t give birth. What could she do if she couldn’t get pregnant?
The force of the storyline existed, so maybe it was because of this? Because these three villain sons had no sister in the novel.
The days in the first month were quite pleasant.
When Lin Qing He had nothing to do, she cooked up some treats for the boys, such as red bean mantou.
The red beans were soaked, then steamed with rock sugar, and crushed into a mud-like state. The red bean paste was stuffed into the mantou as the filling. This was the red bean mantou, which tastes especially delicious.
A hint of red bean sponge cake feel.
Lin Qing He quite liked it.
On the fifteenth of the first lunar month, they ate dumplings for the Lantern Festival. In addition, she made a southern-style glutinous balls
The glutinous balls with black sesame filling were also superb and yummy.
After the Lantern Festival was over, Lin Qing He came to the city on this day to dispose of the pork. She told Zhou Qing Bai that she had a meeting with Zhou Xiao Mei. Zhou Qing Bai did not stop her, so Lin Qing He came by herself. The boys were left to Zhou Qing Bai.
After she got rid of the pork, she headed to the hospital.
She came here to buy protections and have a bodycheck.
"You came ah. Why didn't you come to the reexamination I told you to have?" When she came over to find the gynecology director, the gynecology director asked her.
Lin Qing He froze for a moment. Looking at the gynecology director, the familiar face of the gynecology director appeared in her head.
She really knew this gynecology director.
"Was too busy, so I didn't have time to come." Lin Qing He held her composure and nodded as she spoke.
"There's no need to reexamination now. You should have recovered very well." The gynecology director judged her appearance and nodded.
"I almost forgot you, director. I had to inquire as I go. I didn't expect with so many people coming in and out of the hospital, the director still remembers me." Lin Qing He chuckled.
"I have worked for so many years and had only encountered you, who came to get ligation. What's more, such a beauty. How can I not remember you?" The director of gynecology laughed.
These words were like a frightening thunder striking in her mind and stunned her.
Immediately afterwards, the memory buried deep in the original owner emerged. There was no trigger point before, so she never knew that the original owner got ligation!
But Lin Qing He also recalled the original storyline. After the original owner ran away with Chen Shan, the scum man, she was got completely rejected and kicked away because she had nothing to give (T/N: refer to not giving him children).
She didn't think much at the time. She also never thought that the original owner actually got ligation!
Triggered by the gynecology director, her memories of this emerged.
Because the original owner gave birth to three sons for old Zhou family, she felt secured and no longer wanted to have another baby. Speaking of this, her thoughts were really advanced, to even get herself ligated and be done with it.
But she went down the wrong path and received such an ending in the end.
But the point was, now that the original owner got ligation done, how can she tell Zhou Qing Bai? He longed for a daughter.
Knowing that she was ligated, she was cool with it. Now she didn’t even need a condom anymore. She won’t get pregnant again in this life.
Lin Qing He didn't stay long before she returned. Of course, she also bought some fabric before she went home. She planned to make new clothes for herself. Zhou Qing Bai also needed another set made. No need for the boys. Since the previous ones can be still worn as it was made bigger.
In the evening, Zhou Qing Bai wanted to do his homework again. Lin Qing He let him do it. In fact, she liked doing this kind of homework. Especially, her Qing Bai being so manly, it made her have an awareness as a woman.
Zhou Qing Bai was a little surprised. After it was over, he asked her, "Weren't you going to get that?"
"What is that?" Lin Qing He hadn't recovered yet.
"The thing you go to the hospital for." Zhou Qing Bai said.
Lin Qing He regained herself and smiled as she replied, "Didn't I say I went to see Xiao Mei? I said I won't get it, then I won't." She didn't need that thing anymore. If he got the ability to make her pregnant, she'll birth it for. She can keep to her words!
Seeing her like this, Zhou Qing Bai assumed she thought it. He was obviously pleased. Once pleased, he pulled her for another round.
The next day after he was busy, Lin Qing He's period came.
Zhou Qing Bai's complexion had Lin Qing He wanting to laugh when she saw it.
"Alright already. I promised that I'll give birth if I got pregnant, so don't go showing that face to me." Lin Qing He patted his face and stated.
Zhou Qing Bai couldn't understand it. It was so easy to get pregnant in the past. Those years when he came back, it added up to barely a month and she gave him three sons.
Now that he was home and was working so diligently every night, she wasn't pregnant.
Lin Qing He left him alone, and was finally able to take a rest. From the beginning of winter isolation, it seems that she can only rest for a few days once her period arrives?
The rest of the time, she had to do homework.
Lin Qing He was a bit embarrassed. She had no experience in her previous life. It was over-blessed to meet such a man in this life!
Was it to make up for not having any man in the past life?
Lin Qing He, whose mind filled with flowers, left it alone and went back to the room to make new clothes.
Da Wa saw it and gathered around, "Mother, are you making clothes for me?"
"Mother, I want it too," Er Wa piped.
"New clothes." San Wa also joined up.
Lin Qing He dismissively answered: "Off to one side. You got clothes, so why make it? I'm making it for myself. Your father also gets a set."
"Mother is being partial. Father gets it, we don't. We want it too!" Er Wa pestered.
"Me too." San Wa stuck closer and persisted.
"What want? That Gang Tie only has one set of clothes, unless like you, who wear two sets of clothes?" Lin Qing He said.
Gang Tie was Er Wa's friend.
Er Wa was angry, as was San Wa.
"Father beats you. Mother, do you have to make clothes for him?" Da Wa, who silent for a long time, spoke out shocking words.
Lin Qing He was taken aback for a moment and asked, "When did your Father hit me?"
"Don't hide it from me, Mother. I heard it Father hit you last night. You didn't dare to call out. I was too sleepy. I wanted to wake up, but I couldn't wake up," Da Wa said.
At once, Lin Qing He's face turned red. Zhou Qing Bai came in right at this time.
Immediately Er Wa swept a stern gaze at him: "Father, why did you hit my mother!"
Baffled, Zhou Qing Bai uttered: "When did I hit your mother?"
"You still want to weasel out of it. My Eldest Brother heard it. You hit last night and my mother didn't dare to cry out!" Er Wa cleverly displayed the logic clearly.
Lol... The awkward moment when your kids mistake snu snu as something else.
ReplyDeleteHallelujah her tubes are tied! That is honestly in line with the original and I'm glad for it. Is it fair to her man? No but he is basically raping his wife in order to impregnate her so who cares? Honestly, she hit him and said no but he continued anyway. Then pulled that morning shit. The kids aren't that far off with the beating accusations. She needs to stop enabling him.
ReplyDeleteNot really raping her. As a modern woman, she quite happy with s*x (which was mentioned in future chapters i think? I lost track of released storyline as I translate future chapters) but just not prepared to give birth. During our era, women gives birth later and later, while their era earlier the better. Basically, it's an disagreement on having kids. Qing Bai isn't a vocal person, he use his action to convey his stance, so his action may appear overbearing.
DeleteShe was willing to have sex with him. Please don't call it rape. Rape is very serious and should not be thrown around for things that aren't. She didn't say no. She gave consent. She participated in the event. Yes, he wants a child, but she is unable to have one so isn't concerned about his emissions. He isn't have sex with her to get her pregnant. It's not the only goal. It's something that he wants and would happy to happen, but it's not the only reason.
DeleteLol
DeleteBish willing??? There were plenty of times when she was clearly not willing? And he STILL did it. Rape doesnt have to be violent or super coersive to be wrong, it is simply not consenting. What he is and was doing is wrong. SHE DOESNT FXCKING OWE HIM SEX.
DeleteThere were multiple times the FL in her internal monologue stated that if she truly didn't want to, he wouldn't get any.
DeleteMoreover, even if it's a bit sexist or creepy, the phrasing "couldn't resist" or "ravished" or "gave in and surrendered" etc etc that gets used in Chinese web novels doesn't actually mean rape or forced sex.
It's just phrasing.
It's the same how similarly Japanese women cry out and "resist" when having sex, but they're still consenting.
It's not actual rape.
Poor male lead o really hope that some miracle will happen and she'll get pregnant. But honestly y'all 😂 👀 how the hell is the ml raping her! Gosh i don't even feel like explaining. She sure is scared at the idea of getting pregnant but I'm sure that if this goes on at some point she'll be craving for her OWN baby. Those 3 are her kids yes but she technically kinda didn't push them out of her uterus. She'll want that at some point
DeleteShe just said in this chapter that she likes having sex with him. How old are you that you can't even differentiate something so basic
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DeleteGwad these people are too cuteee 😍😍
ReplyDeleteHehe....See if he could get her pregnant. Not all litigations are totally successful XD
ReplyDeletePeople calling this rape .... I'm a little ashamed to be reading this now seeing how many retards are here .....
ReplyDeleteAnyways im quite happy with this, kind of a dick move to not tell the dude but he was being very overbearing so whatever, it's also gonna be one awkward convo, why didn't you tell me? Well I kinda forgot I had such a surgery done, ????, Yeah lol.
Original owner sure was smart though.
3 is enough, though it'd really have been nice to have a daughter.
Adopt that one orphan girl, she should be like 12 at this point no? I really want to see her again hope her and her bro are doing ok.
This convo really just made me reluctant to continue rape? Then all the girl characters in this novel have been raped cause i bet that these girls had a situation like this in this certain period of time cause marriage in the past was just mutual benefits not much love quite a crazy claim to make
ReplyDeleteIt's simply a clash of generation difference. The same way old movies/paintings in which were applauded in the past are now considered as "Too man dominance or too woman inferior".
ReplyDeleteBut tbh here,it cannot be called raped when both side gives their own consent.
And no, her "thinking she is unwilling because she is shy as fuck for never touching a man before" is not considered "not giving consent". Because if she really do repulse the idea of havin
g sex, she would have done all she could to protect her womanhood.
And think of it like this. You can say "she had no other way", "she hwas forced by circumstances", "she had nowhere to run" etc..
But you guys forgot that she is a modern woman transmigrated back to old time, with modern values. She herself know best where is the line, unlike other woman at the same age. She is so smart, Im sure she can find ways not have sex by manipulating what she can control, if she really was repulsed by the idea of having sex. I hope my arguement here can put an end to all people going around screaming rape like its them who are raped by a fiction.
Consent aside. They will eventually need to have a conversation about her getting her tubes tied, otherwise it will be a big source of conflict.
ReplyDeleteBack then having children was a matter of fact. In other people's eyes, the more children a woman had, the more she was loved. If you go back even further than this time period the number of children was also indicative of the degree of favor, especially when concubines and official wives were involved. So, draw your own conclusions. I am not chinese, and will never claim to be. All of my knowledge regarding this ish comes from Reading way too many Chinese novels. So correct me if I'm wrong.
Honestly, this is why I hate it when non-Chinese people or people who are unfamiliar with Chinese culture read Chinese novels. Their feelings and thoughts are clearly shaped by their own culture and beliefs. In Chinese culture, it is considered a massive blessing to have a lot of children and people take pride in that.
ReplyDeleteAnd they also think with their modern beliefs like ffs this story setting is 1960s, 3 child is considered few, my gramma had like 11 children ��
DeleteХм. С одной стороны, Цин Хэ больше не грозят ужасы беременности. С другой стороны, если муж узнает об этом, да ещё в самый неподходящий момент, то...
ReplyDeleteNot some of y'all calling this rape. Have some tact and don't undermine a very serious thing such as rape. Our MC has already stated that she was very happy and satisfied about her husband's performance in bed (Please remember the previous chapters of her saying that, due to him having a huge penis, she has no problems with her sex life). It's just that she doesn't want to become pregnant. There is a massive generational difference between the two couple considering the fact that MC is a modern woman. Your parents or your grandparents probably had numerous children and it was considered more acceptable back then than it is now (The increasing global wealth disparity today doesn't help with the decreasing birth rate, especially in China where the old are outnumbering the young).
ReplyDeleteI don't understand that there are many people who thinks they can read about modern viewpoints in Historical Fiction like this novel? DUDE this novel setting takes place in 1960s. At that time consent and rape between marriage couple are not popular/not considered. Besides the FL is not against it and there are many scenes where the ML didn't force her to do it (if he/she to tired or when FL said they really can't do it + reason).
ReplyDeleteI just hope those who feels uncomfortable reading this can keep reading western/modern setting novel. Because im tired of their complaints (on how the ML/FL are not supposed to be that way) they can write their own novel/setting if they can
""In the evening, Zhou Qing Bai wanted to do his homework again. Lin Qing He let him do it. In fact, she liked doing this kind of homework. Especially, her Qing Bai being so manly, it made her have an awareness as a woman.""
ReplyDeleteliterally translated SHE LIKED DOING THIS KIND OF HOMEWORK
where is the lack of consent?? multiple times it's stated that MC loves her husband and enjoyed their time together . how explicit does it have to be for you to see that this is consent. she likes s e x with him
the only issue here is the lack of communication between them. in ML's mind, MC isn't unwilling to have another child. her counter reasoning was that she gave him 3. I honestly thought it was sweet when he was reassuring her that she shouldn't be too concerned since they can afford to raise another kid. in his mind, they're already doing great, so why not try for a daughter.
obviously, MC's body, MC's decision , but in this situation, it wasn't even her decision and it's out of her control now. ogMC made the choice, so honestly I like MC's attitude of if it happens, it happens. and she should tell him that. if a miracle happens, she loves him enough to give birth and I think that's good enough in a relationship. now she just needs to be honest with him so as to not expect anything. he should at least be aware of whats going on, especially since he took her not buying condoms as consent to keep trying for a baby...
Ligation? Man, this fucking sucks. I would've dropped this if there weren't any implications of her giving birth later. I will speed read until I get to that moment, nothing else matters.
ReplyDelete40+ chapters later and still no pregnancy, lol, I am not interested in this at all. Plus useless education. She is already an educated woman from the modern age, why is she even going to an university? She should be making a business empire with her modern knowledge instead of getting a useless degree.
ReplyDeleteThis is why you should read further than act like you know everything???
DeleteShe studied because getting admitted into university when the whole country reform is the only way to secure opportunities to move away from being stuck in that village & doing business in small county alone wont do much with no position & connection in a goddamn barely transformed communist country?
Lmao the discussions here.. throwing words like rape at the drop of the hat when our mc seems quite willing and glowing . As for ligation, if anyone can beat that and the original storiline, I guess these 2 horny bunnies can.
ReplyDeleteHonestly, how can people say it’s rape when they do it everynight, several times and our headstrong mc never complains 😅 except for saying she’s tired and he’s too manly lmao sounds more like boasting
LMAO This comment section was so unexpected. I expected people celebrating the ligation (because i rlly didn't want mc to get pregnant when she was unwilling) but why was there rape thrown into the mix. Please educate yourself with such topics because that's a heavy and delicate topic ♥️
ReplyDeleteHahaha I just want to say thank you for this chapter. FYI, in asia at this time/era. It's not considered rape cause they're married and the girl like it too. Doing exercise at night. Having lots of kids also normal. 😉😊😉😍
ReplyDeleteEveryone arguing the rape or not nonsense n I'm thinking of dropping this since she doesn't want a baby n lied to him that she can still give him one it's sad and disrespectful communication goes both ways it just feels uncomfortable lol
ReplyDeleteAs a re-reader I suggest you continue. She does eventually get to that conversation. Besides, talking about ligation means she would have to mention her transmigration as well, because ligation was not really her doing. So, give her some time. Also, this is truly a beautiful novel or I wouldn't be here again within four months.
DeleteI genuinely don't understand why they couldn't sleep separately on the days they had sex. They have two kangs and enough wood. As a modern woman, how could she expose her kids to such messy?
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